Wah I totally feel like shit. Suddenly realised theres so many things to be read and done. I have to finish 2weeks work in 1 day. Shiet. And I don't know why I feel so guilty. Usually when my sister wants me to help her with something trivial I'll keep saying laterlaterlater and never do it. But today when i merely said I have to rush out the job interview slides by monday, she immediately switched on the com and sent me her resume! What kind of shit sister am I fuck myself -.- And - always help me with everything and anything and is always very patient with me but i feel so pissed with - over such fucking trivial matter. And suddenly x reminds me of the things - did for us and i feel damn guilty and sad and shit. I'm really sorry I hope I won't be like that anymore :( I keep taking people around me for granted I know i'm a bitch :(
